The past week has been super stressful for me, so I decided to create a blog where I can express my feelings.
My 88 year old grandpa passed away yesterday, Nobody this close to me has ever passed away. I am feeling completely lost. All I can do is cry, and just blankly stare, trying to determine the cause of his pain. He has had dementia for 13 years, and on July 30th, 2009 he lost his battle with the deteriorating disease.... I wish I could have said goodbye, but my Mom is right I would not have wanted to see him that way.
A couple days later something happened that makes me feel better about the situation. I was driving down the road and a beautiful orange butterfly flew across my windshield...The night before I had a dream about butterflies.... I love you too Papa.
Friday, July 31, 2009
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